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Tuesday, May 26, 2015

Psychic Help for the Broken Hearted

 
As a psychic, many of my readings deal with painful break ups. These are not my personal favorites.  It seems like about 50 % of the break ups are not repairable.  Some situations are hopeful and old flames do return and the couple will be stronger for this separation.
 
The harder question might be why is that?  That seems to be shrouded in great mystery.  It is difficult to tell a client that it really is over and they should move on.  In fact I have learned not to be gentle when saying Move On!  You are wasting tears and time by hanging on like this. 
 
 
The reason I cannot tip toe around is this:  The client will not understand or hear it.  I had a very pretty lady come to me 5 times with the same question, will he return to me?  This couple had a roller coaster romance and had broken up and rejoined many times.  It was very hard to hear that this guy would not drop back into her life.  She was so fragile and I was being kind and trying to say get out there and find yourself again.  Finally she realized from a phone call that it really was over.  He had found someone new and they were moving in together after a year.  She asked him; "what is different about her from me?"  The answer was emotional stability. My client had a problem with binge drinking and a difficult childhood.  The new girl friend was not physically prettier but overall emotionally more stable. In fact I saw photographs and they could be sisters.  They looked remarkably alike.  The new girlfriend was a happy stress-free person and loved her job.  My client finally got it.  She was pretty upset and called to say, "why didn't you tell me?"  I said, "I did tell you!"  I kept saying go on with you life. She was so attached to the hope that he would come back that she could not hear my subtle messages.  I learned that you cannot be nice in this way.  It is hard to hear and it is unwelcome news and it makes me sad to be that sort of messenger.  Often times the person hearing it will not pay me.  Very few psychics are willing to take that chance and they will not ever tell the truth on this.  That makes it really hard for me as well.  Many of these clients have called dozens of psychics.  They will say, all the other psychics say he is coming back.  The majority of my clients are women.  It could be a guy as well but this is not in my history.  It makes it that much worse for me.  As my one client put it, "I can't believe all those lying psychics out there." She put in that same boat. We all got lumped together because I don't think she could remember who said what and when.   Integrity is so important. 
 
So why do I know and why am I sure.  I either get a really warm wonderful feeling when they tell me the name of this love interest or not.  If they say his name and my stomach turns into a knot, I know it is over.  It is that simple.  I read tarot cards and usually they say the same thing as my stomach.  I sense energy and I pick up that radio station that tells me what is going to happen.  I don't totally understand it myself, but I trust it.  It has been unfailing.  People return after many months or ever a year and validate what I said.  Those relationship readings are probably my strong suit, but I wish it was career or travel plans.  I don't like the emotional fall out of having to tell the truth.
 
 
Many years ago a lady came to me stating that her  husband just vanished for several months.  She wondered if he was alright and filed a missing person report.  They had a child together and she felt that he would at least contact the child.  I felt like he was alive and with someone in a romantic way in California.  I saw a very attractive brunette with him.  My client was a beautiful blond and slender enough to be a fashion model.  All of a sudden she knew who I was talking about.  It was like lightening hit her and it all made sense.  She told me that other psychics said he would return and they would be a family again.  I said no, he will not return and if he does show up, it will be to collect some of his belongings. She was furious and left in a huff.  I heard from her a year later and she was in the middle of a very ugly divorce. 
 
 
There is nothing harder to hear than "its over" for many women.  It is almost impossible to believe and it is hard to let go of the hope that this person they love will be back.  It seems like there would have been some warning signs along the way. 
 
 
I think there probably were.  The way some of these women reacted to me told me that the guy would not want to go there.  The anger, rage, denial, and outburst, were almost too much for me.  I can understand why the man would want to sneak away without much discussion. Sometimes break ups trigger the worst in people.  Childhood abandonments, lack of self-worth, and feelings of betrayal and many other unsettling emotions pop up.  It is not just the current rejection it might be lots of unfinished business. 
 
That is why it is vital to really deal with all these issues before another relationship is formed.  Unfortunately, some of these same clients were back asking about new boyfriends.  I would say, oh my, you have not really found your land legs yet and where did you leave yourself behind?  Replacing a lover seldom takes the sting out of the leaving.  Only time takes it away.  It can be time well spent or time wasted.  I suggest that people go back to school, get involved in a project or hobby they are passionate about, or look up old friends and go on a road trip visiting them all.  Embark on an adventure.  The biggest goal is to reclaim yourself.  The most important work you will ever do is to heal and feel worthwhile again.  Your children and the world at large will benefit. 
 
There are always red flags when a relationship is about to end. I could usually tell when my partner and I were drifting apart.  I could also tell if it was a big thing or a little thing.  I seemed to know if it was something that could be fixed or not.  I was able to look at this knowledge and create plan B for myself.  It is hard to say if that is because I am psychic or just willing to look the truth in the eye?  I don't like those sort of surprises. 
 
That brings me to the last generation.  My mother was married four times.  That was the multiple marriage and blended family generation.  Now you see pre-nuptials and parenting partnerships. Just when gay marriage is being legalized you see many hetero couples not wanting it at all.  The only problem is when children come on board.  There will need to be what I call a parent partnership contract.  That might need to be discussed ahead of time.  Some of these troubled break ups are the same ones that seem to use children as tools of torture as well.  It is always good to include family and extended family as a continued resource for your children.  Allow for this discussion to happen any time there seems to be an eminent break up.  What will this look like for our kids?  For me and my ex it was very good for a while.  He lived a few blocks away and my children did not seem too ravaged by our separation.  We were able to even plan to spend part of holidays together for the sake of extended family.  Then the unthinkable happened.  My ex moved clear across the country following a marriage My children then began to have some issues in school and at home.  It was not the divorce itself but the absence of the other parent that was hard to bare.  If possible put that in a contract, the other parent must be accessible for all the little things that happen.  It should not look like just seeing the other parent three weeks out of the summer.  It isn't the best for kids. 
 
Anyway we are all reaching a new level of understanding about partnerships and what will end them.  Not all involvements will last forever.  The ones that do seem to have personal freedom and trust built in.  Each person must be able to expand and grow. 
 
Happiness cannot be the sole responsibility of the person you marry or partner with.  It must be something each person finds for themselves. 
 
These are my discoveries and there are many more things to look at but this is why I almost don't want to do a reading for someone when I know it is about a break up.  It is a real downer.
 
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Monday, May 11, 2015

Heaven and God on This Alaskan Cruise


 
2008 Sitka Alaska
 
I was in awe of the small athletic porpoises leaping from the ocean waves. They were playing in the wake left by the ocean liner I was on. It was a dream come true: Finally to meet Neale Donald Walsch in person and to be in such a rich environment on board the Oosterdam Ship. There had been a rash of deaths in my family and those events seemed as otherworldly as experiencing the vast sea coast in front of me. I had received a modest inheritance and decided it was time to take a trip that would relax and heal my ravaged soul. Accepting the absence of significant people was not easy to get past and I needed the adventure and condolence that only nature in all its loveliness can offer.

We were traveling up the west coastal waters of Canada on our way to the breath taking shores of pine clad Alaskan mountains. I was on sensory overload. It was so beautiful I would clasp my heart and say to myself, "take this all in, breathe it in, feel it in, so you can always remember how this felt and looked and smelled. I was in the process of absorbing all the beauty I possibly could in one week. I was also journaling all I could from the lectures Neale would present on board ship. The following is a discussion about getting in touch with our own soul and together with God receiving the answers we need.

At nine in the morning we met in the Crow's Nest. We are on the upper most deck enclosed by huge glass windows that keep out the chill in the ocean air. Since we are at the rear or aft of the ship, we watch the wake the ship is leaving and see the vast expanse of blue ocean behind us. Every once in a while we are greeted with the presence of sea gulls circling the cloudless blue sky. I am feeling like a spoiled brat. I found out that room service was included in the deal I paid for. I had coffee and an omelet delivered to my room. I feel like I am in a dream but I keep telling myself it is all very real.

Neale asked us to gather in a semi circle and not a wide one. There are two roles of us in half circles. He explains that he broke his neck in an auto accident prior to writing his best selling "Conversations with God" novels. He mentions that it is important that he be able to maintain eye contact with everyone without twisting his neck too much. We all oblige and fit into his line of vision.

Neale is 60 something years old and has a sparkle in his blue eyes. His white hair is a bit long. He has a full white beard that makes him look like a sophisticated Moses figure sitting in jeans and a royal blue shirt directly in front of us. He tells us some jokes. It loosens the mood and then he begins with his discussion on the "ceiving" of things. He explains that God is constantly talking to us if we will listen.

Many times God gives us great ideas that we toss out or censure. I am taking notes and asking questions. One year later I read my short hand and realize I must fill in some of this discussion from memory. So the discussion goes something like this:
When we ask for help, God will bestow upon the mind certain "ceivings". This is not a true word but our mind conceives something that God put into the subconscious. Under ideal circumstances, we hope it will plant itself and grow, for this is "ceiving" at its best. However, many ceivings will be like seeds cast into the thorns. These seeds, or creative conceptions, will be trampled by our own limited perception. Neale explained, "we ceive, perceive and then deceive". Our own inner censor will come from our conscious mind and tell us things like "you can't do that", or "you tried something like that before and it didn't work". What just happened? An idea was cast into your mind and it was pure genius and original design. We tossed it out before it had a chance. Then if we should share our idea with others, those others become the birds that eat all our seeds or great ideas. The peanut gallery is full of nay sayers that will trample your dreams underfoot or eat them for breakfast. The idea is to let the seeds of God fall onto fertile ground and take root.

Neale asked us to write down an issue we were having in our personal lives. Tomorrow we will collectively discuss what we can "ceive". Give yourself time to meditate and cultivate the receptive part of one's mind. Carry your question with you into the rest of this day and watch for subtle messages. You might engage in a conversation with a stranger on board ship and they will gift you with an idea or you might turn to the right page of a book and see an answer.
Sometimes we will flip on a radio station and hear a song that seems to sing to us our answer. And then we will tell ourselves, oh, that was nothing, that song is on the airwaves for everyone and I am acting like it was just for me. Well, maybe it was just for you. Maybe God was singing a love song to anyone who would listen. When you received it in your heart at the perfect moment, then it was just for you.

Neale cautioned us about caring for our soul more than any other aspect. Most of us get caught up in our day to day worlds. We busy ourselves with many mundane things. If you give some time to each day to meditate and ask questions of God your life will start to unfold in untold ways. God wants to communicate with us, but, we give that precious little time. We might spend a half hour on the phone with a creditor, and then be grumpy and upset for the next half hour. We have aches and pains, so we spend two hours waiting to see a doctor. We come home with a prescription that makes us drowsy and out of sorts so we will just go to bed early. Even our best friend calls and we can't speak to her/him right now. Neale cautioned us about putting the "kingdom of God first" everyday. That "kingdom" or sacred realm is within our own soul. Neale said that when we have our SOUL as our priority, or the apex of our own pyramid, all else will be put into right order. Our bodies will repair themselves and take on new life and our Mind will function on the high level it was meant to. Our mind is not the same as our brain. The brain functions much like a computer and helps us perceive and navigate our physical world.

God will reach us and gift us with good ideas and solutions to any crisis or problem. That gift cannot take hold in a sea of anxiety and worry. You must calm your mind and have faith. I am getting in the habit of asking for a solution and then immediately saying "thank you God". My faith is now growing to the point that I know I will get my answer. I don't always know who will deliver it but I know "it is in the mail. I might be just doing the dishes and out of the blue the solutions to my dilemma plops into my head. I don't argue with it. Even if it seems unlikely, I write it down. I water it a little with gratitude and love. In a short time I have a plan that I can really carry out. I usually don't share my information until I have the result or conclusion manifest. Other people can destroy a fragile dream. This is between you and God so find a warm sunny spot to let it grow and become a miracle.
At the end of any Neale directed lecture, he would turn to us and ask, "Are you folks getting your money's worth"? It is odd because my negative parts would say "wow I have spent an enormous amount of money for me on this trip". My practical side would chime in with "you should have put this money in a CD or IRA for retirement." I would just grab my heart and say, no, no, no. This trip is worth a million trillion dollars to my soul. I am sure that this money will have many spiritual unfoldings in the future. No savings account can give my heart, life and soul these types of returns.
So there it is. It makes it all the sweeter to share this journey with all of you. And may all your dreams have a fertile place to plant themselves and grow.

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Do We Have Reptile Dysfunction in the USA?



Who is really the man behind the curtain?  It might not be a human being at all.  Sounds absolutely ridiculous to most people until one of two things happen.  They are abducted by the military, or they are abducted by the aliens. 

If you are lucky enough to not fall into either one of those two boxes; there is a third box: Social Services.  I fall into that box.  These are the therapist, counselors, teachers, and social workers who will very often hear stories from children about being forced to participate in rituals.  They call them Satanic Rituals or cult rituals.  They witness baby murder or infanticide.  They are forced to participate in sexual acts.  What makes this horrible is that many of these rituals are inviting some of the most prominent leaders in the community.  Those who try to report or expose often meet with an unfortunate accident. 

Instead of posting links; I just suggest going to YouTube and use that search bar and the following names:

Camelot Interview with Carry Cassidy and Rothschild Daughter
Stewart Swerdlow/Reptilians and Mind Control
Arizona Wilder/ Deceived No More
Maxwell Jordon/Reptilians

My biggest question as a social worker was: Why?  I felt there were traumatized children and that they were telling the truth.  Many of these kids are forced to redact their story.

Hang on to Your Seat for the Why Part. 

 There are the reasons for doing this that the cult believes, that is what the more human or half human hybrids believe.  There is a more unfathomable version of what the aliens have disclosed to certain insiders.  And if any of this is true and that means even 1% of it, we need to stand up and take notice.  There is a defense.  That is knowing your rights as a human, being strong enough to stand your ground, know what human values you most cherish and highlight those. 

Most victims are seduced by fuzzy boundaries and a loss of personal power. Most babies are taken from 3rd world countries, bought from "bad" people running orphanages. Children often have no choice and parents arrange for them to be victims.  Why would any parent ever do that?  They believe it fractures the mind and allows the reptilian part of them to emerge over the human part. The reptilian part is more logical, more like Spock. It is survival based thinking.  Also in many ways they now are initiated into this cult.  Many children will not be able to interact with "normies" out there after this horrible act occurs. Children are often tortured, raped, forced to watch the other children who are being harmed as well.  They become rather submissive and less able to think for themselves.  As Swerdlow mentioned; these fractured minds become suggestible. They might be asked to murder or do other types of unethical acts later.

And why is the government so complacent?  That is a mile long story and I suggest Googling Ted Gunderson, FBI, murdered for his investigation into the Satanic Cults operating with high level government officials involved.  This is sad to watch the USA slowly loose its priceless FREEDOMS that so many people died for.  It was a long hard fight, to then have it swept away with the Patriot Act. 

I also suggest that everyone get a copy of Methodical Illuision by Rebekah Roth.  I just got my copy in the mail.  If you Google that name there are plenty of interviews with her.  She is a brave person to write an airline industries insider account of what happened on 9/11.  Warning:  It will make you sick at heart and you will realize several things.  The think I hope we all realize is this:  Let the real USA citizens stand up and say, we did not do any of this.  Our government has been usurped and the real bosses might not be able to un hide themselves.

What I have heard from those who seem to speak with Reptilian (five star military generals have be witnessed in trade agreements)  aliens is this:  We are many things for them.  They harvest us in different ways.  We are advancing now and close to liberation.  They will be stuck underground on earth and cannot escape until they evolve like we are.  The chickens are flying the coup.  Human blood is like a drug for them.  It holds hormones that they do not produce.  They are amused by human emotions and especially like "war games" and fear.  Humans provide much of the things they need and cannot produce for themselves. 

Reptilians are very psychic and can read us.  They are fast and will know what you are going to do milliseconds before you do it.  They feel superior to humans.  They do not understand human connectedness, love, bonding and family.  We are able to connect with our Higher Selves in a way they have lost.  We have a divine connection and with that is the ability to create and improve our lives.  And they have been able to deceive and manipulate us very easily.  They can mentally control humans pretty well.  Not always.  Anytime someone behaves in a brave altruistic way, it really foils a plan.  By not engaging in anger and violence and even offering co-existence, we foil reptilian agendas. 

First I guess people must believe they are here.  I say look at the way our world is going?  Humans will sell out other humans for money and power.  Not all of us, but, there are those who have lost their way.  Most people will be more effected by the non human friendly agendas than actually seeing a reptilian in an up close personal way.  It is so important to support people who do experience this.  Very often they are ridiculed and their life becomes undone.  If someone tells you their story, please be open minded. 

Jesus said:  The meek will inherit the earth.  I believe that is true.  In the end it will be our kindness not our inferior weapons that win the day.  I do not recommend fighting the aliens in any sort of violent way. 

I must add one other most important thing.  Not all reptilians are bad guys.  There are groups now trying to run interference and more in line with humans.  They are the rebels and cannot be too obvious. 

I think in the future it will not always be obvious who the good guys and bad guys are. 

There is lots here to research and digest.  Most of the videos are better than any science fiction movie out there.  So enjoy the exploration.


 

Friday, April 24, 2015

Does What I Eat Matter As I Revise and Resize.


That Depends.
Maybe not as much as one would think!



 

I had a personal revelation last night.  I have an inner rebel about weight loss.  It might be because my Mother seemed so upset when I gained weight.  Even as an adult I would call my Mother and her first question was "have you lost weight?"  I remember not eating for several weeks, before anyone had a name for that, and then thank God I abandoned that.

As I was trying to enlist all of me, body and soul to now shed some pounds, I had to be very gentle with the process.  I had to honor the beauty of plump women, including myself.  I had to approach this as a body benefiting lessening of weight.  I said, my knees and back would benefit so much from becoming lighter.  I was asked to give my self a big hug just the way I am.  The God within me never saw any of the magazines with very thin models.  I was a glamour girl the way I am.  That was such a key development in my history and challenges with managing my weight. 

I have listened to Abraham via Ester Hicks many times on the subject of weight loss.  Like many of us we are looking for a pill, product, program of eating, exercise equipment and she very “irritatingly” does not do that!

When I do psychic counseling session with people, they often complain that I am being illogical.  What I say is bouncing off their personal construct of what reality is.  I ask them “how is your logic working out for you right now?”  The hardest job is to change anyone’s belief system.  I would say it is impossible really.  Even when you hold a mirror up to someone and show them their beliefs and where that belief has a hole in it; it is dismissed.  

There are many scary things in our environment, or are there?  For me it is rollercoasters, but that is the thrill of a life time for some people.  I once had to cross the US and Canadian bridge at Port Huron.  I have a huge phobia of steep inclines.  My heart was pounding and my palms were sweating the whole time.  I had to sing really loud to keep from passing out.  I started singing “Closer to God” and decided to pick Aretha Franklin’s song “You Make Me Feel Like A Natural Woman”.  I would have been less afraid of death itself at that moment.  In fact, if a car jacker had knocked me out and took over the drive, it would have been a blessing.   

Is any of that logical?  Absolutely not. It doesn’t serve me well.  I can’t meet friends at the Point Hilton because it sits at the top of a hill.  Even if someone else is driving, I have sweaty palms.  Can someone argue me out of that fear?  Probably not.  There are desensitization techniques that therapists use.  I will try that in the future.  It is up to me alone to eliminate that fear with my Higher Power.

Our beliefs are not “reality” nor are they “logical”.  They are full of holes and so is our memory.  Memories have little to do with facts.  They are also filtered by beliefs. 

So end result, everything we believe is largely made up.  If being stuck in that belief is not allowing the quality of life we deserve and desire, there is a problem.  Abundance is being able to create the life you want.  The Universe has a huge menu, so what do you want to order? Do you want an agile, lighter, energetic body to play in?  The Universe can deliver it.  No one can lose a hundred pounds over night.  I weigh once a month.  I decided it is more important to be happy and often weighing is not a happy moment.  I also decided there are no evil foods.  I might need to explain that a bit more.  I am seeing things differently and feeling better.  That is wonderful.  But nowhere in this blog am I a “Richard Simmons” health fitness guru.  I am just here to shake up some belief systems.  Nowhere in this essay do I say “follow me”, because I am in the joyous process of becoming.  I am not a finished product.  I have my eye on the prize, but not in an obsessive way.  There are so many women who harm themselves to be thin.  They starve or take laxatives to be thinner. 

What I have found is loving life makes you thinner. When I am happy I do not over eat and I naturally choose the food that is right for me.  When I am happy, there is a bounce in my step and I like to take walks.  If I were not immersed in living a full joyous life, I might be chained to a program and then experience guilt when I “cheated”.  My dream life looks different.  Self-love is fundamental to your health.  A body that is swimming in uplifted energy will heal itself.  A body that is loved will balance the endocrinal system to a well-oiled sportster model.  Get thin being happy. 

 

 Becoming a more desirable weight is all about energy and our world view.  That is about as far left of our present paradigm as one can go. That is what I believe Abraham-Hicks is saying on this topic. There are hundreds of food loss programs (most with a price tag).  Some of them work for a while.  The reason they often do not work long term is the basic fundamental belief construct of a person has not shifted.  The focus has been on food, certain types of food, and energy expenditure, and calories, and other factors like supplements.  It is for each person to decide what feels right

This conversation is far from complete.  It is the beginning of a change of path.  I purchased Abraham Hicks weight loss DVD long ago.  I believe it saved me enormous amounts of money.  I don’t buy all the products Dr. Oz recommends.  I don’t shell out the money I used to.  I don’t bow down to the skinny image media anymore.  My heroes have changed.  Who is living the most the way they want to?  Ester Hicks maybe? 

You can watch her on You Tube.  I do.  I read her books and buy her DVD’s and feel richer, happier and now thinner.  And if you don’t, then find activities and friends that bring out the happiest version of you.  Put on a pair of sneakers and walk, do some Yoga, create a gratitude journal, dance to the radio, watch comedies not the news.  Those are all absolutely free and they work.  Food, what to eat, that is a whole other topic and has far less to do with weight loss than ever imagined.  Just be sensible.  You have a thick basis of dogma around this.  It will take time to say, it doesn’t matter what I eat.  So like Ester says, sometimes you must honor your beliefs.  It is nuts to eat something you believe is bad for you.  You are where you are in terms of what you think.  As Ester says you cannot turn a train going 150 mph around quickly due to the momentum.   We operate in a dimension of inertia.  It would be highly developed to decide to ignore this accepted law of physics without suffering adverse effects. 

At my present weight, it is hard to believe how men will flirt with me.  It is not a social barrier anymore. They might enjoy hanging out with a happy upbeat person?  Having a few playmates is part of my definition of abundance too. 

I have to end somewhere knowing there is a book happening.  I just want to keep going…

So bye for now.    

Thursday, March 19, 2015

Co-Creating with a Crystal Ball

 
 
 
In my morning meditation I was highlighting all the aspects I like about being an intuitive counselor, psychic, channel, and medium.  What has hooked me into this?  But I don't like the cheap definition of "fortune teller".  That is a poverty stricken image for me.
 
 
I love it when the client and I are "catching fire".  Co-creating is going on and I feel so magnificent.  Many teachers believe that we are all God's children and His/Her Heaven as well.  He/She experiences new leading edge expansion through us.  I like that.  It seems that would be the case. To see the All That Is growing with us adds a rainbow to a gray sky.  
 
 
There is physical manifestation going on too.  There are flashes of light and orbs and things start to move on their own. I used to have a music box on the table. I bought it for 5 dollars at a thrift store. I put two AA batteries in it and nothing happened. But I left it on my table.  When I was doing a tarot card reading for a couple it started to work.  There was this odd whirring sound, and then it played music.  Any time a loved one was present during a reading it would work.  Ha. Love that.  James Van Praagh told me I was a physical medium.  Apports happen too. Those are lost objects.  They appear. During my reading yesterday one of my lost earrings appeared. 
 
 
There is magic in several people coming together and brain storming a solution for an issue.  Really all problems serve as spring boards to higher creation. 
 
 
So I used to think I wanted to be an advisor to the "stars".  Those are people in a position of influence and they can make a more profound impact on others. 
 
 
I have a newer revelation.  We are all stars, bright shinny ones.   I get so much benefit from seeing people reach for the next level.  My favorite readings are the ones that allow me to experience the beauty and talent (untapped) of the person in front of me.  It really is a "God" thing.  It is a divine moment unparalleled  in its ability to delight me and make my day.
 
 
For all of us there is a trickle down effect,  like the widening ripples after throwing a stone into a still pond.  Our growth radiates out and effects everyone around us. 
 
The impact of new insight is something hard to define.  It is magical and breathtaking,  When I get to experience a new paradigm with others...a bond is formed.  It is rather like being the birthing coach and witnessing new life.  I feel like the midwife. 
 
It is indeed transforming and spectacular.  I feel like I am watching a black and white movie that turned to Technicolor.  And somehow I am now "family".  Yes, I just became cousin Nancy or Angel Bell.  Many of my clients do become good friends and very family like.  I can't go back to seeing them as "the stranger who just walked in my door".
 
The way to be the Star in my experience is to ask for it, and to truly believe that when two or three come together, in true expectation, that it can happen.  Wow.  That is as good as it gets.
 
Short story.  I volunteered at a middle school as a "fortune teller" in a booth.  There were several of us helping at a school carnival.  It was a fundraising event.  I had a great time.  Most of the kids I read for were about 12 to 14 years old.  I saw amazing things in all of them and for all of them.  I think I felt like "Catcher in the Rye"  helping them deal with some of the "land mines"  ahead and showing them their own strengths and talents.  They had lots of talent.  How fun to hold a crystal ball out in front of them where all the good stuff shows up.  Things they never saw about themselves became clear.  I saw one girl winning a surfing championship.  Her mother started dancing around.  They were debating sending her to surfing school in Hawaii.  Usually kids in Arizona, don't do the surfer thing.  Yes they were surprised I saw it.  I was surprised and happy too.  It is so incredible to get validated like that.  Generally kids and young adults have such pure positive energy and I get to splash around in it for a while. Fun. 
 
There are so many blessings in doing the work I do.  I just need to highlight those.  And say...I love it and bring me some more clients that want to grow and expand and make a difference. 
 
I am making a difference too...one heart, one life, one realization at a time.
 
I see a whole constellation of stars (my people)
 
 
 
 
 
 


Will I Win the Lottery? Common Question

 


"Will I win the lottery" or "if you are psychic, why don't you win the lottery".  I have heard those two question lately.  But when I heard it today...it changed me a great deal.

For those reading this. I am a professional psychic.  We have a bad rap.  I work hard at changing that. And some of that "fear" and judgment comes from certain religious doctrines. I am quite sure that Jesus was about as psychic as they come.  He spoke to disembodied spirit (Elisa and Moses) and he seemed to know the future.  In Corinthians II there is a section on "gifts of the spirit" and prophesy is one of those.  How someone uses this talent is what is important.  My intentions are high and benevolent ones.

I had a very nice lady show up for a reading today.  My kitchen is my office and I work at the table. This lady had a tape recorder and I really liked that.  I wish more people would bring them.

She tried to tell me what the another psychic said.  I stopped her.  I really like to start with a clean slate with everyone.  That is counter intuitive from what people think.  The less I know the better.

This is an example:  About 15 years ago I had a job at a homeless shelter.  I was not doing readings hardly at all.  I would get requests sometimes, and say, I am so tired, beat, and just need a real week end.   If I were independently wealthy, I am sure I would do readings but it would be more on my terms. 

Back to my co-worker, I'll call her Jane, who kept asking me for a tarot card reading.  I finally said yes.  I had known her for about a year.  I liked her very much.  She was a happily married mother of four.  I enjoyed her cheerful bubbly attitude.  She looked and acted somewhat like Melissa McCarthy, (famous comedian).  Yes, I thought I knew her. 

Now to complicate this and add a wrinkle, I had been flirting with someone at work.  He was the IT or computer guy.  He was about my age, with salt and pepper hair.  He had a winning smile and I always was glad when my computer needed a visit from this guy. I will call him "Jack". 

So, Jane and I pull out our sandwiches for lunch in the break room,  and I began laying out my cards on the table.  I start to shift slightly into my ultra relaxed and ultra receptive place.  And, there it was.  There are two men in her reading.  Apparently, she is not that "happily" married because she has been having a six month affair with someone I know at work.   I saw Jack's face very clearly.  When I told her it was Jack, she turned pale as a ghost.  She was not expecting this kind of accuracy.   I think I started looking for a new job after that.  I am a political hot potato almost anywhere I work.  I made a vow to not read for co-workers again. 

I assumed I knew her.  Anything I assume can be challenged when I am channeling and receptive.  I don't want to assume too much prior to getting to that purer energy where everything gets clear for me. Give me a stranger any day...so much easier. 

End of the example.

Back to today.

I was able to stop my client from telling me too much about herself or what another psychic said.  People who visit a lot of psychics, they get so many mixed messages.  It really muddies the water.

What I saw was amazing.  Her true life path was to heal a karmic relationship with her family of origin.  That was first and the ultimate priority.  I said, you can't buy that kind of peace and harmony for a truck load of gold. 

She had a rather serious health issue.  I told her so much about that and that she should nip the bud on this.  Right now it is not too serious, but, it will become serious.  Again, I said, Health is something you cannot purchase.  You can't go buy a new body with 50 million dollars.  I remember a Twilight Zone episode where in the future that is possible.  But not now.

Up till now, I did not know that her most important question was lingering. 

She asked me about money...I said it looked good.  There were some ups and downs but she would be doing fine.  Then she mentioned a psychic who works at Vision Quest.  That person told her she would soon win the lottery.  I assume this means the huge jack pot one.

My feeling is this: even if she did, it would not help her.  And I really did not see it happening...at all.  Not a huge win.  Maybe a  small jackpot. Those are fun.  

My guides told me later that there are so many competing vibrations around the lottery.  If this wonderful lady would create the harmony she was supposed to with her family of origin, it would help the energy around her.  It would make winning the lottery more possible. 

It is all about energy.  I also received the message that if a person has a higher goal for the money it will help.   If your goal would help many people, that could effect the numbers.  The numbers you pick are not as important as the Universe deciding to line up with those numbers at exactly the right second.  Creating the right energetic connection is possible.  Is it possible for anyone to win the lottery?  Sure it is.  There are things a person can do to make it a thousand times more probable.  For one thing, do not be desperate about it. Remember this is a game with lots of players.  Have some fun with that.  Visualize the joy you will feel in winning and have a solid plan for the money.  I know someone who won 50 thousand dollars and in a year it was gone.  They partied it away.  That happens and it leaves someone in even worse shape. Now they probably have a huge substance addiction and they are loosing their home.  That is an example of the lottery not solving all the problems in one's life.  

So even if a psychic picks up on some winning numbers.  I have gotten 3 of them recently (needed 5),  energetically there is so much energy.  Out there (somewhere under the crescent moon) is an elderly woman saying prayers for all her family members and her newest great grand baby too. She is comfortable in her own needs, it is not critical that she wins.  So she tells God in her prayer what she would do for each Grand Child...and just as she finishes her prayer the lotto angels are picking numbers....

I think that is kinda how it goes. 

With a wink and a smile...







Thursday, March 5, 2015

How I Cured Arthritis, Depression & Diabetes for Myself



 Ever wonder why Diabetes and Arthritis are almost epidemic now days?  I have learned a few things that might surprise you about these and depression.  

I had gestational diabetes.  When pregnant with my second child I had sugar in my urine.  My first pregnancy had been normal.  I was normal weight and quite healthy.  My father insisted we not eat sugar.  He was a dentist.  I seemed to be craving sweet things all the time.  But I can honestly say, I was not eating wrong in anyway according to most authorities.  

I had postpartum depression and I believe it ended my marriage.  That might not be the only reason but I believed it really contributed.  

I went to doctors and specialist for years until I started living with great pain.  It was a combination of arthritis and fibromyalgia.  I was on pain pills all the time and living a half life.  When the neurosurgeon told me he would not help me, I fell into a deep depression,  I had planned to commit suicide.  It was as though that doctor held the key to living without pain, or so I believed.  

Sitting on my couch a few days later: I was writing a good bye note to all those I knew and became very sleepy.  I had to take a nap.  When I woke up there was a pink colored flyer on the coffee table.  I had no idea where it came from.  The flyer said:  Do You Suffer from Diabetes and Arthritis?  I Have Answers for You.  Call Me.  There was a name and phone number on the flyer.  

I called Rosemary and told her I had a plan to end it all except for her flyer.  She insisted seeing me right away.  I made an appointment.  It was obvious to me that she sold supplements as there were bottles everywhere.  Again, I felt rather sad and hopeless.  Being out of work for a while had me living in poverty.  I just knew I would get a sells pitch and not be able to buy the recommended products.  Rosemary told me that she would not sell me any products until I did some reading.  She loaned me a book called "Dead Doctors Don't Lie"   I read it and it was quite an education.  That would take about 10 pages to relate.  I went back with better questions this time.  Rosemary was a great resource of knowledge.  I still was broke.  She gave me a handful of free samples.  And I went back with good results from the samples and she gave me some more.  I needed about a 100 dollars to buy the most needed items.  I felt well enough to at least get a part time job.  Even though I have a great education, I decided to work for an answering service.  I thought that I looked pretty bad.  I had gained lots of weight, and did not have appropriate work clothes.  I had thrift store finds on.  

When people talk about starting at rock bottom, I can relate.  I looked like a "washer woman",  I had no energy and I still was taking the occasional pain pill, so really who is going to hire me?  My goal was achieved.  I had my first pay check and with that money I bought the life saving vitamins and minerals I needed.  I would like to add, not just any vitamins and minerals will do.  These are more bio-accessible and plant derived as well as colloidal.  Not exactly a trip to a health food store or vitamin shoppe.  

Little by Little I started to improve,  After about six months I applied for a full time position in my field.  After a few paychecks I was able to finance a new car.  I looked like I was pulling up and out of a treacherous situation until the phone call happened,  I got a phone call that my oldest son had died.  He was 27 years old.  As might be expected, I went immediately down hill. I lost my job too.  

So my recovery looked like this:

Got the vitamins and minerals I needed, was almost completely recovered from everything, got a great job and new car.  Lost my son and was bottomed out again.  I had another son to live for.

This time it was Neale Donald Walsh that saved my life.  The intervention I needed was a spiritual one.  From Neales workshops I learned about Ester Hicks.  

I found the spiritual foundation I needed to go on.  I would say a large piece of illness is spiritually based,  Perhaps all of it.  Hard to see that maybe we did create some of our issues by being cut off from the Source of All things.  

Life Style Changes Came Next

I started walking more, doing Yoga and meditating.  This was helping a great deal but, I found some of my old complaints cropping up again.  I was starting to live with pain, I did not wish to return to pain pills.  Again I called Rosemary.  I told her that lots of life had happened but I needed to care about my body again.  This time I found the money by selling my car.  It was better to not have a car than not have a body that was healthy.  

Nowhere in this story is there a doctor of medicine. They could not help me.  Diabetes and Arthritis are actually caused by mineral deficiencies.  Remember there was a disease called Rickets that was caused by a lack of Calcium and vitamin D.  Scurvy was something sailors got from lack of Vitamin C. Nobel Prize winner Linus Pauling discovered that vitamin C was essential for our immune systems and fighting viruses.  But no one was thinking that a lack of selenium (a mineral) would cause cystic fibrosis.  No one thought that a lack of several minerals would cause diabetes either.  

Our soil was once rich in natural occurring minerals. People used to farm differently and threw wood ash into their gardens and other compost.  Modern agriculture does little to feed and fallow the soil anymore.  We eat vegetables and yet they lack vitality.  Then there is gluten.   You have heard that word I am sure.  When people stone ground healthier grains and used them in an unprocessed way, there was benefit.  Cheap white bread will kill you.   The intestines get clogged and cannot ingest the proper nutrients anyway,  I read another book by Veterinarian turned People Doctor, Joel Wallach.  Dr. Wallach was seeing arthritis, cystic fibrosis and other human diseases in animals. (folks, these are not genetic) He gave them mineral treatments because, animals don't have Blue/Cross Blue Shield.  He cured them easily enough.  

The way agriculture and processed foods have changed our world have created some very serious and epidemic health problems.  The Pharmaceutical Giants just love it.   What a hey day for those guys. Doctors cannot be doctors anymore.  The way they must practice is predicated by licensing boards and skewed research.  Anyway a must read book is "Hells Kitchen"  by Joel Wallach.  You Tube is a great place to find Wallach.  

Now I don't want to put Wallach on a pedestal although is has done more than any other doctor in this century. Admiration is not the same as idol worship. He want to give him lots of credit and, I think there are some other factors and new upcoming leaders to watch for.  

Dr, Peter Breggin has a lot to say about not taking anti depressants. There are new research studies where psychotic patients were given intravenous vitamins, largely, C, B Complex, D3 and minerals and within days were not showing symptoms of mania, depression, and delusion.  But it looks like that research got kicked to the curb.  Now who would want to hide that?  There are so many psychiatrists and doctors who are sick of how things are and try to fight against a mighty current.  Most of us can follow the money trail and stink enough to figure it out,  That is not rocket science.  

So now I am eating better, less gluten, less diary is happening for me. My symptoms are better. My life style changes like doing Richard Simmons "Sweatin to the Oldies" everyday, taking nice walks, doing Hatha Yoga once again are greatly helping. My spiritual practices include inspirational reading, group meditation and my own meditation each morning. 

I think I am doing the right things with food.  I have been cooking with coconut oil. (all wrong)  I try and keep up with all the health trends.  Now I am reading "Hell's Kitchen" by Joel Wallach and find sauteing in oil is not advisable according to Wallach. Sometimes it is not advised to be a vegetarian either.  I was reading that a more raw vegetable diet, lots of greens, fish, nuts and healthy grains (not the cereal killers) but adding brown rice instead to our menu..it is much prefered.  It has been about 10 years. 

 I went to a doctor today and my CN1 is almost normal and my echocardiogram is "perfect".  I dance everyday and feel great. When I think about that suicide note it seems like another person.  It was worth the journey

I know people want a more blow by blow description but that is like 500 pages.  I will have to write a book. There is a more detailed account of what I am doing on my 90 Day Challenge Face Book Page. It has great recommendations.  

 If you do decide to order Doctor Wallach's products,  tell them Nancy sent you and my Distributor number is 2445-9901.  

I am not even a sells person.  I got a check for 10 dollars once.  I decided to become a distributor because I use their products and save on shipping.  That 10 dollars would not pay the rent. 

 Some people do quite well. Rosemary is healthy and delightful and is making a living at counseling and selling these health products. I have been trying to get well and that was my only goal. I just lightly tap people on the shoulder and say "maybe this works" and no arm twisting happens.  I now think that is because maybe I did not completely believe it myself.  I came from a doctor (my Dad) and it is hard to do something that often is not advised by doctors. We tend to hold doctors in a god like reverence. Well, I can thank modern allopathic medicine for all the great diagnostics. I have a lot of proof now that my insights and renegade ways have paid off.  I don't expect people to just jump in the way I did.  Perhaps at least I can encourage others to do their own research.  I can only offere what worked for me.  At last I have test results that confirm it.

If you want a consultation, and an education for your specific issues please visit my website and book an appointment. Angelbells The products are not always one size fits all...but everyone needs minerals, vitamins and EFAs just for the basics.  There are starter packs available at Youngevity.