In my adulthood I scored beyond the exam I took. That exam only measured to IQ 144. (Shipley Intelligence Test) I will never know exactly what I measured but the realization I had was, OMG, I could have applied to a very good college instead of taking a night class here and there. It is sad that a teacher can damage a kid that way. Teachers are powerful in their influence and I experienced both good and bad teachers in my life.
Some Christian concepts did not always match my personal philosophy. I had a very hard time with any sort of judgement like “we are all sinners”. Always I knew that we were children of a benevolent God and as such, we had a Divine Spark inside us and we were cherished. I find it interesting that Lorna Byrne received that same message from the Angels she communicates with. I was not quite as visual as she is. Out of the corner of my eye, I would see a smile, or a bright aura. There were times that all I could see was a flaming blue sword (for a second). I learned later that was the signature of “Michael”. Then there were all those “strangers” who just showed up at the right time. People who would give me directions or warnings at the right moment. I developed a rule for myself: If I heard something three times in a row, I should absolutely follow it. Sometimes it might be three people I hardly know talking about a movie or book, “Sara you should really read this book”. One lady just placed a book in my hand when I was a teenager. She might not be an Angel, but I think she was inspired to give me that book.
In my opinion, there are Angelic beings assigned to us. I have had some belief that they are a part of us and they are the part that cannot be on earth. Angels are very careful not to overstep the boundaries of free will. Many miracles have been cloaked in what could be a simple coincidence. Many times, I made the choice to listen to Angelic messages that were often very subtle. Then there was one very direct “in my face” message in the year 2001.
Even though I took some dangerous turns, there was always someone there to watch over me. At one point I had a loaded shot gun pointed at my stomach. I had dated a bad apple for sure and I ended that relationship quickly and left town. When I returned, he showed up drunk on my door step and forced his way into my home. Again, I felt that I surrendered my life when I saw that gun. I was sure he would shoot me. I left my body and once out of body and what might have been a painful ending, I could see Jesus with a crown of thorns standing behind this man. For some odd reason, he did not shoot me, and he left. I had not been religious at that point. But seeing Jesus with thorns made me think of another truth. I was bought and paid for. Weather or not I had made a mistake in being with this person, it felt like Jesus was asserting his will into this situation and saying, “no I am taking on this karma and she is released”. Looking back at some close calls, my life story paralleled Calamity Jane especially when younger, and Angels are the best answer I have for still being alive.